Where is my previous entry?
April 9th, 2009
the name's conflict. me...i'm the devilish angel...the intelligent idiot...the moronic genius...the innocent hypocrite...the healthy hypochondriac..the indecisive daredevil...the outgoing introvert...right now, im normally depressed and rarely happy
用冷气 caused 热气
这是一个爆发性的年代, 是一个karma pays back的世纪。
思想 成 理论 成 理想 成 实践
我们躇在关键性的岔口;
一个”anything is possible”的internet explosion age
一个”every minute of thought creates better existence”的时候。
我在一步一步地照着全盘计划摸索。
每一步都会有friction;每一脚都会被accompanied by关心我的声音。
所以今天很重要,我要切记:
这不是一时兴起的冲动,这是谋算已久的深思熟略。
我要记得这一切是为了谁;
为了什么;
要怎么慎省在不会半途deviate from objective.
我要清楚自己在Rat Race里的位置,
这样的关系要怎么sustain,面对别人异样的眼光我要对自己的计划有最基本的信心。
我要记得。
Under Prof Ian’s influence/okay, his continual reminder that we’re news-retarded, I have been making daily attacks at all the free news sites I can find. You name it. I even drafted out a basic cabinet organization chart so that I wouldn’t look like an idiot the next time an ‘oh i make 3k a month part-time’ NUS quasi-elite tests me about it.
Today’s terrible. I was happy the day we had to ‘bring your own bag’, but today’s not cool. So the story began when I was excitedly rumaging through the SIFF webbie, trying to decide what to watch this time. Then I realised an acquaintance is an enormously talented filmaker! I ran a google and I realised it was a must-watch and I was all prepared to get him to loan me earlier works. Ah, all that adrenaline and I see this on yahoo news.
| Saturday April 21, 6:17 AM | |
S’pore-made film “Solos” withdrawn from S’pore Int’l Film Fest
SINGAPORE: – a Singapore-made film – will not make its international debut on home ground.
The film is about a relationship between two men and was originally scheduled to premiere at the 20th Singapore International Film Festival (SIFF) on 25 April 2007.
But festival organisers and the filmmakers decided to withdraw the screening. This decision was made after the Board of Film Censors gave an R21 rating with three scene cuts. The SIFF has a strict policy of screening films in their entirety, without any cuts.
Nonetheless, will still be allowed to compete in the festival’s Silver Screen Awards.
It is the only Singapore entry in the 11 films selected for the competition.
- CNA/so
I evesdropped on the neighbours’ feverish discussion as they passed the corridor
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boy (excited about maths he learnt at school today): “Whaat is 1 x 1?
maid: “one lah.”
boy: “4 - 1?”
maid: “Three! you think i don’t know this kind ah…. i got study mathema…”
boy: “4 x 4?”
maid: “What, what you say?”
boy: “4 x 4?”
maid: “You think i bother?”